If I had known it was the last time I would ever hear from you, I wouldn’t have text you how bored I was.

If I had known what you were about to do, the last thing you would have read from me wouldn’t have been how much I found my job boring and how much I just wanted to not work.

If I had known that I would never talk to you again because after your text to me you decided to disappear forever from this physical world, I would have called you.

I wish I would have called to tell you how much I love you and that I needed you. I wish I heard your voice and somehow found a way to change your mind. Maybe I would have been able to save you…

I wanted to talk to you later that night.

I was looking forward to our Friday night chat.

Instead I didn’t call because I believed we had more time…