So, this popped up on my Pinterest today and I had to chuckle.
For the last week and a bit I have been reblogging or posting recipes but when it comes to actually writing I have been in a funk. This could be due to the fact I just powered through making all the changes I needed for my final draft to hand it off to my editor to spit and polish, or the fact that I have no idea what to share with all of you.
I’ve been doing a lot of research on book marketing and growing my ‘author’s brand’ so my head hasn’t been on the creative side but on the business side of being a indie-author. This of course has filled my mind with possibly starting a podcast or YouTube channel, which led me to watching/listening to already established authors’ channels, which in the end filled me so impostor syndrome that caused me to curl up in the fetal position and question why I torture myself.
The biggest issue I have is comparing myself to people but the other issue I have is doubting my own abilities. I want to post about my writing experiences or how to come up with characters but I see other more skilled authors doing that… leaving me thinking that maybe my posts are pointless. Maybe I’m afraid of rejections… and sure I’ve published one book and I am about to publish a second book in December but I still feel like I’m not good enough. XD
So, yeah all that doubt and impostor syndrome led me to hiding away for a week until this popped up on my Pinterest. All my thoughts I’ve been thinking about, the third book I’ve been playing out in my head but not writing down, these ideas I have for posts that I’m doing nothing with… they aren’t going to write themselves if I don’t get my butt in gear. Hence this post… which is hopefully the beginning of getting back to my blogging…
I also just realized it has been a while since I posted a Pinterest Writing Quote on here… maybe I’ll bring those back.
Anyways, until next time stay safe, be creative and as always toodles! 🙂